| o d a c 19 |
| Wednesday, June 02, 2004 agreed with daryl. nothing's doing man. life has slipped into mediocrity, meaninglessness. my infamous "nonstop action" has actually stopped. or almost stopped, except my race stuff, which comes too infrequently. and with too few. yes, its sad. somehow mugging cannot fill the hole. going to town, hanging out, fleeing home every single day doesnt either. distracts temporarily, maybe? but then sitting in front of my desk every night, the emptiness rushes back. thinking of the j1s on their neverending train journey to kelantan. thinking of the whatmighthavebeens and the whatwouldhavebeens. did it have to be this way? i guess i will never know. there is no going forward from here. only backwards. and what will become after the dinner? or after my race? regression, mediocrity, boredom. unfortunate. sigh. i just i'll just have to make do. ...i still live for odac, the day it will be/is reborn. |
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