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| Thursday, June 10, 2004 Its true what nita says The thought of finality’s always nagging at the back of my mind. When my mind’s not too busy worrying stupidly about doing well for CTs and thinking of incessant mugging. –big sigh- sometimes I think life passes by too fast and the world is too big for someone like me. But other times I think I want to do more in my life. I want to do something more, want to go out and see what there is for me. Want to go expeditions with you guys. But I don’t want to expect. I don’t wanna wish and dream of things, heck, jams I don’t even dare think abt Thailand coming into realisation. Cos when you dream you’re taking one step too far, and when it all comes crashing down, the disappointment that accompanies the hope is simply too suffocating. Maybe its selfish of me to want so bad to go on a final trip, but its partly cos I didn’t go sikkim and I want sth with yu ppl, you know? I know its my own business that I didn’t go, that I didn’t choose to go sikkim, but yeah selfish ole me. More impt, year end trip is sth I long long ago planned for myself to do aft the As. The cursed As. And I will go through with what I’ve wanted for so long. Preferably with y’all. But nonetheless it will happen, with you with me or not. That I promise myself. And maybe y’all don’t know it, but I abhor regret. And I resent myself more for regretting anything. That’s silly. I keep saying I don’t want things to end I don’t want things to end but I know it will. It’ll slowly slip from me and guess what? I’m powerless to stop the degradation, the gentle erosion, but I don’t think I’ll be sitting around twiddling my thumbs waiting for it to pass. For now I’m gonna enjoy it, however I can, in my own portion. Aruba, Jamaica, ooh I wanna take ya Bermuda, Bahama, come on pretty mama Key Largo, Montego, baby why don't we go, Jamaica Off the Florida Keys there's a place called Kokomo That's where you wanna go to get away from it all Bodies in the sand, tropical drink melting in your hand We'll be falling in love to the rhythm of a steel drumband Down in Kokomo |
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| TIFFANIE. JAYCE. YUANXIANG. SAUYEE. CHUENKANG. EUGENE. JOSHUA. JAMIN. CHEECHONG. ZHENGYUAN. NIZAM. YONGLAI. NITA. KIT LING. DARYL. RUIMING. MELODY. MINGHENG. KENTOH. SHIHUI. TIFFANIE. JAYCE. YUANXIANG. SAUYEE. CHUENKANG. EUGENE. JOSHUA. JAMIN. CHEECHONG. ZHENGYUAN. NIZAM. YONGLAI. NITA. KIT LING. DARYL. RUIMING. MELODY. MINGHENG. KENTOH. SHIHUI. TIFFANIE. JAYCE. YUANXIANG. SAUYEE. CHUENKANG. EUGENE. JOSHUA. JAMIN. CHEECHONG. ZHENGYUAN. NIZAM. YONGLAI. NITA. KIT LING. DARYL. RUIMING. MELODY. MINGHENG. KENTOH. SHIHUI. TIFFANIE. JAYCE. YUANXIANG. SAUYEE. CHUENKANG. EUGENE. JOSHUA. JAMIN. CHEECHONG. ZHENGYUAN. NIZAM. YONGLAI. NITA. KIT LING. DARYL. RUIMING. MELODY. MINGHENG. KENTOH. SHIHUI. TIFFANIE. JAYCE. YUANXIANG. SAUYEE. CHUENKANG. EUGENE. JOSHUA. JAMIN. CHEECHONG. ZHENGYUAN. NIZAM. YONGLAI. NITA. KIT LING. DARYL. RUIMING. MELODY. MINGHENG. KENTOH. SHIHUI. TIFFANIE. JAYCE. YUANXIANG. SAUYEE. CHUENKANG. EUGENE. JOSHUA. JAMIN. CHEECHONG. ZHENGYUAN. NIZAM. YONGLAI. NITA. KIT LING. DARYL. RUIMING. MELODY. MINGHENG. KENTOH. SHIHUI. TIFFANIE. JAYCE. YUANXIANG. SAUYEE. CHUENKANG. EUGENE. JOSHUA. JAMIN. CHEECHONG. ZHENGYUAN. NIZAM. YONGLAI. NITA. KIT LING. DARYL. RUIMING. MELODY. MINGHENG. KENTOH. SHIHUI. TIFFANIE. JAYCE. YUANXIANG. SAUYEE. CHUENKANG. EUGENE. JOSHUA. JAMIN. CHEECHONG. ZHENGYUAN. NIZAM. YONGLAI. NITA. KIT LING. DARYL. RUIMING. MELODY. MINGHENG. KENTOH. SHIHUI. TIFFANIE. JAYCE. YUANXIANG. SAUYEE. CHUENKANG. EUGENE. JOSHUA. JAMIN. CHEECHONG. ZHENGYUAN. NIZAM. YONGLAI. NITA. KIT LING. DARYL. RUIMING. MELODY. MINGHENG. KENTOH. SHIHUI. TIFFANIE. JAYCE. YUANXIANG. SAUYEE. CHUENKANG. EUGENE. JOSHUA. JAMIN. CHEECHONG. ZHENGYUAN. NIZAM. YONGLAI. NITA. KIT LING. DARYL. RUIMING. MELODY. MINGHENG. KENTOH. SHIHUI. TIFFANIE. JAYCE. YUANXIANG. SAUYEE. CHUENKANG. EUGENE. JOSHUA. JAMIN. CHEECHONG. ZHENGYUAN. NIZAM. YONGLAI. NITA. KIT LING. DARYL. RUIMING. MELODY. MINGHENG. KENTOH. SHIHUI. TIFFANIE. JAYCE. YUANXIANG. SAUYEE. CHUENKANG. EUGENE. JOSHUA. JAMIN. CHEECHONG. ZHENGYUAN. NIZAM. YONGLAI. NITA. KIT LING. DARYL. RUIMING. MELODY. MINGHENG. KENTOH. SHIHUI. TIFFANIE. JAYCE. YUANXIANG. SAUYEE. CHUENKANG. EUGENE. JOSHUA. JAMIN. CHEECHONG. ZHENGYUAN. NIZAM. YONGLAI. NITA. KIT LING. DARYL. RUIMING. MELODY. MINGHENG. KENTOH. SHIHUI. TIFFANIE. JAYCE. YUANXIANG. SAUYEE. CHUENKANG. EUGENE. JOSHUA. JAMIN. CHEECHONG. ZHENGYUAN. NIZAM. YONGLAI. NITA. KIT LING. DARYL. RUIMING. MELODY. MINGHENG. KENTOH. SHIHUI. DREAM. DREAM DREAM |
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